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THE Lady

[NurSHAHILA]
Fers cry 5th October. [WAITING!!]
Status?? [Currently ~~SINGLE~~/ATTACH]
Lovable+Thoughful+LAME=FIGURE OUT!
Ohya..I Brag&Whine alotz[Boo-hoo-Hoo]

She Wants

♥ Mit BFF @Canada :(
♥ Get a FT job!
♥ Gucci/Guess Wallet(B&G)
♥ ~~Charles&Keith Bag~~
♥ Drivin Licence
♥ Pursue my STUDIEs
♥ ~~Adidas~~ ~~BabyG Watch~~
♥ GETAWAY(adventure) trip!
♥ Levi's watch
♥ Charles&Keith Wallet

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• MiEza II
• NaD~Buntut
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• SherLyn
• WaN~Daddy

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

Damn bored here, as usual itz sux! Thinkin of gona torn but itz stil undecided. Many thingz goin on in my mind liao. Datz a vid wen they take my hp & secretly record themselve.haha.. Funny sakk! On d other hand i lose playin 'judi'(pakao).haaxx.. Lerr da lame tk maen & skrg nie fers tyme ofcoz lose lar auntie. Atleast i dont lose many tyme like Ira oki.PEACE:)

RIDUAN??
Fers of all im nt soo sure bout my feeling fur him. No idea! Feel so awkward evertym bump into him, itz lyke a feelin i once lost to a guy 3yr back in Sec yrs & nw itz back but y, y him?? Come on im e one who choose to juz bein frend, notin more. Ever since kip 'bumpin' into him, feel lyke i lost myself. Wan, y u Wan? I juz cant help it wen i saw u, yesterdae wif her. Afta seein u sittin side by side inside e buz, make me worse, EVEN!!!! If u pretend to ignore me so, i accept but plzz u cant tortured me ani longer. Plz let bygone b bygone, u cant expect tyme to turn back frem where our mistake was. Dae by dae feel lyke im livin in hell/guil afta seein u. Do u knw all dat, bn questoinin myself y muz i c u again?! WHYY!!!! Lastly i reali hope u & SF wil b frenz again. Datz my last wish fur u, Wan! SF, do i hv a chance to fall fur u again? *thinkin**sobb*

BOB??
Do i knw u dat long, do u knw me dat much?? Muz u push me to make my own decision?? Dont think im lyke d other gal who u used to date one then senang2 je campak tepi! Plz larh im a woman too & i knw hw damn sad they are! U're a frend dat i once share my promblem but in a relationship i'll make sure i wont fall fur u even hw damn cute u're. Dat my priority to a guy lyke u! Hmm..my last msg to him kekek sei, sae "ape nk buat kalo pompan laen 'tergile-gile' sal Bob, stil Ila tetap to juz bein ur frend & Ila tk segile mcm dorg, also Ila bkn cam dorg Bob. Ila de maruah, kalo Bob ttp nk jawapan, Ila tkle ckp ape-pe lgi. Suke hati Bob nk buat ape, yg jelas Ila da buat pilihan hati sendiri. Sori.. But u're welcome 2 choose pompan 'gile2' tu, i wont b jealous bout it in fact im so veri muchh happeee" Cn u blieve dat, i actuali sae dat! I dont reali knw frem where i got e guts 2 msg a cute,hot guy lyke him wif diz sentence. Woww so unblievable! Ila u're so AWESOME! Hiz reply "insyallah Bob slalu doa kn Ila akn sentiase berubah hati. Bob tkkn pilih pompan laen kalo pilih pon itz nt a tru relationship, Ila satu2 nyer pompan yg berubah hati ni, i wil alway wantin u. So sweet dreamz, alwayz b one & hopefully ONLY. Let's our relationship decide by HIM. Bye my dear." Aww..so swit.*shy*

Last i bump into Fiz Sec frenz who also my 'adeq angkt'. Piwitt hensem sakk! Blei knal2?hahaxx.. But nice meetin u again & i didt knw u're ex XPS student? MP! I knw u're nt actuali so u won 4*100 meter hah! Gd,stil hv dat stamina of urs!hehe:)